Today I had to come in to an OB appointment I scheduled to look into some issues I’ve have with my period (truthfully since my …
Trauma of Loss: Panic Attack at the OB
Although every loss story is unique, we can find connection & comfort knowing there is someone else out there who has been through something similar & understands how we may feel. I am sharing my journey so you know it’s possible to survive even this great tragedy. I’ll always grieve our son, but I have found ways to honor him & create a legacy of change in his memory.
Loss Journey
God Sent Us An Angel: The Story of Owen Nathaniel’s Birth & Loss
Have you ever wondered “why me”? When tragedy strikes it’s ruthless, cold and fast. It cuts you like a sharp blade then leaves you alone …
Oh How I Wish
I wish I knew you were in danger. I wish I had screamed at the ER for help instead of cried. I wish I was …
In Your Garden Our Love Blooms
A tiny butterfly flutters down from above As I tend to your garden expressing my love Near in spirit or alive in momma’s heart No …
Grief (Uncensored)
Here she is again; That viscous, heartless bitch, grief. She has no care for what day it is. She storms in, flinging the door wide …
A Life is a Life from the Start
When does life begin? I know many have debated this issue and I won’t be the one to settle it here. Yet I feel inclined …
Indifference or Apathy Towards Loss; It’s Time to Talk
Lately my expression of grief has been lingering in the anger phase more than usual. Probably because all my emotions of frustration and anger regarding …
A Little Easier, But Just as Heartbreaking
April 1, 2017 Had a hard night. Just looking through old photos on my phone to try to delete some and make some memory space. …
Missing You Still
Sometimes others have better ways of communicating how we feel. The documentary “Jacob” by Shawn Lovering did just that for me today. Watching the imagery …
Acceptance & Forgiveness
Almost a year baby boy. Can’t believe how much we have endured in such a short amount of time. I feel like I’ve aged so …
