4/5/17 Feeling you move as I wait for our apt. Such a reassuring and miraculous feeling. I love you baby. I hope everything is okay. …
Keep Growing Baby Boy! Another Week Closer To Meeting Our Rainbow (PAL Journal: 14 Weeks)
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Oh How I Wish
I wish I knew you were in danger. I wish I had screamed at the ER for help instead of cried. I wish I was …
In Your Garden Our Love Blooms
A tiny butterfly flutters down from above As I tend to your garden expressing my love Near in spirit or alive in momma’s heart No …
Hearing the Heartbeat & Hanging On With Prayer (PAL Journal: 11 Weeks)
3/14/17 Feeling little flutters of movement since week 8 or 9 when I’m laying down, meditating or resting. Could it be our little sweet pea?? …
Taking the Leap of Faith; Cutting Off Baby Clothes Tags! (PAL Diary Entry: 28 Weeks)
7/20/17 So today I decided to take all the tags off your new clothes to wash them next week when my mom is here. She’s …
Getting To The Gestational Age That We Lost Our Son Owen (PAL Diary Entry: 32 weeks)
8/8/17 As we get closer to passing 32 weeks and hopefully meeting our son Jax I think my grief for Owen has gotten stronger, mainly …
Somewhere Over the Rainbow a Dream Finally Came True (My Rainbow Pregnancy Journey: Part 1)
The birth of our third child, our much prayed for second son, is almost surely the most cathartic and fulfilling moment of my adult life …
A Life is a Life from the Start
When does life begin? I know many have debated this issue and I won’t be the one to settle it here. Yet I feel inclined …
A Little Easier, But Just as Heartbreaking
April 1, 2017 Had a hard night. Just looking through old photos on my phone to try to delete some and make some memory space. …
