5/6/17 We took a trip up North to visit my side of the family in San Jose. This was good because the business of all …
Counting Kicks Already! Although It’s Still Early to Notice a Pattern (PAL Journal: 18 Weeks)
Another Week Closer & Feeling the First Kicks (PAL Journal: 16-17 Weeks)
4/26/17 Little Jax finally decided to give me a few good kicks this morning! I felt the little thumps while laying in bed before getting …
Trauma of Loss: Panic Attack at the OB
Today I had to come in to an OB appointment I scheduled to look into some issues I’ve have with my period (truthfully since my …
God Sent Us An Angel: The Story of Owen Nathaniel’s Birth & Loss
Have you ever wondered “why me”? When tragedy strikes it’s ruthless, cold and fast. It cuts you like a sharp blade then leaves you alone …
Getting Closer, But Not Any Easier (PAL Journal: 15 Weeks)
4/12/17 It’s strange being pregnant after loss in your second trimester of pregnancy. You no longer have that feeling of relief you did before when …
Keep Growing Baby Boy! Another Week Closer To Meeting Our Rainbow (PAL Journal: 14 Weeks)
4/5/17 Feeling you move as I wait for our apt. Such a reassuring and miraculous feeling. I love you baby. I hope everything is okay. …
Oh How I Wish
I wish I knew you were in danger. I wish I had screamed at the ER for help instead of cried. I wish I was …
Finding Out We Were Having Another Boy & Why His Name Is So Meaningful (PAL Journal: 12-13 Weeks)
3/24/17 We were finally given a call in the evening by the nurse to tell us the results of our genetic testing. I was so …
In Your Garden Our Love Blooms
A tiny butterfly flutters down from above As I tend to your garden expressing my love Near in spirit or alive in momma’s heart No …
Hearing the Heartbeat & Hanging On With Prayer (PAL Journal: 11 Weeks)
3/14/17 Feeling little flutters of movement since week 8 or 9 when I’m laying down, meditating or resting. Could it be our little sweet pea?? …
